Patient Trust

It is so hard for me to be patient with life circumstances. I don't know about you, but when its something important, its the last thing that I want to have up in the air. Today I have been praying a lot about where we are going to live in Dec, as well as how we are going to afford it. I have been apartment hunting more than I should probably, because it has been stressing me out. Jason has now taken over for me. Still I know God has a plan. But can't he hurry up with it? I suppose then I wouldn't learn much. In fact all of this worrying has led me to the breaking point, and then strengthened by our friends' strong prayer medicine, back to hoping and trusting again. So maybe there are still lessons to be learned... and that pretty much sums up life right now. Waiting, hoping, waiting... trying, failing, trusting. But God says that he will never give us more than we can handle. Praise Jesus. :)